I Want… (But I should probably talk to you about them…)

Posted By on December 14, 2006

Today, with the storms and all,  my kitchen ceiling has popped a leak. I emailed the people that I’m renting back my house from, but I haven’t heard back from them yet. Boy am I glad I don’t own this house anymore. I already have about a quarter of a bucket full from the one leak.

ETA: in the hour it took me to write this, the leak filled up 2/3rds of the bucket. Gonna be fun tonight. Bea’s coming here so she doesn’t have to drive home, although we are going to brave the store.

Anyway, I’m also going through my bathroom stuff and I will be giving a lot of it away as well as my books.

Oh YEAH! I also have a bunch of those 1/16th oz or whatever they are BPAL fragrances. I am willing to split them up or give them all away.

I’ve got a Conair hair clipper thingy with different length clippers, sans box
Homedics thermassage ultra massager
about 4 of those packages that you pop the bubble on the inside to make an ice pack
Xtreme FX Hot Red hair dye
a set of hair painting brushes
Special Effects Deep Purple Semi-Permanent hair dye
a tiara
a head band with big white feathers attached at the side
a hair clip with black feathers attached
BuddyWash pet shampoo
a mostly full bottle of aloe vera gel
2  1 500 ct packages of qtips
1 bar of milled soap– lavender
2 bars milled soap unknown
a bath fizzy tablet–it’s a SURPRISE flavor
a bunch of massage bars
Lush’s Golden Moon soap (it’s huge and shaped like a crescent moon with a face
Lush’s Spice Mountain soap
Ben Nye’s neutral set face powder
half a bottle of NyQuil
Rosemary Mint Glycerin Soap
Peppermint and Tea Tree lotion
One of Lush’s heart shaped glitter bars
Lush’s trichomania conditioning shampoo bar
Ben Nye Creme foundation–Rice paper
Lavender Rosehip Jasmine lotion
An unopened bottle of zinc
An unopened bottle of B-Complex 100 tabs
Castor oil (good for tension headaches if you rub it into the back of the neck)
Aveda Finishing Solution, mostly full
Aveda smoothing fluid, half full
Hotel giveaways of ProTerra’s Citrus Body Wash and Juniper conditioning shampoo.
Coconut Lime Body Butter
Ocean AromaMist atomizer
Beano
Lush’s gold glitterbug
The Body Shop’s Yoga Ananda cooling mist
About a third a tube of Aveda’s Be Curly
About 2/3 a bottle of Lush’s Karma perfume
Jergen’s Ultrahealing lotion
Neutrogena’s Hand cream
Rose shaped, Wildflower fragranced bath fizzes (box of 3)
Moom hot sugar hair removal thingie
Spa Aromatherapy Relaxation Set
Nail polish remover, acetone with Vit E
a sampler of homemade soaps
a couple of combs
An almost full bag of cosmetic wedges
Benefit’s Kitten Goes to Paris (silver, lilac scented glitter
Apricot moisturising masque
Loreal Pumping Curls Hair spray
Lush’s silver glitterbug
a headband with a metallic butterfly on it (I just don’t trust my ability to pack it without breaking it, or I’d keep it)

Once again, I ask for shopping advice

Posted By on December 11, 2006

This time the subject is a small, useful, lightweight leatherman or swiss army knife (for the Peace Corps).

Advice, please?

The Plan so far

Posted By on December 10, 2006

I will be going here for the Peace Corps. My current plan is to throw myself a going away/birthday party (probably January 6th or 13th), get a storage pod around then, finish packing up by January 20th-ish and leave for Costa Rica shortly after (hence my birthday party being over a month early ;) ). I’ll be back from Costa Rica in time for Norwescon.

Then, shortly after Norwes, I’ll start my roadtrip (Eastern Washington will probably happen before Norwes, but possibly after). My plans for the roadrip are drive down to Ashland and then the Bay Area and then LA and then Las Vegas (for our Sooper Sekrit fun there) and then (possibly to Salt Lake City and if not straight) to Arizona and the Grand Canyon. Depending on how it’s going for time, I’ll either head on to Tennessee to see a family friend or head straight to Detroit to see my nephew. Then on to Chicago to drop off my car with my dad. I’ll know by then whether I’m supposed to meet up in Washington, D.C. or Philadelphia on May 28th. Then, on June 1st, I fly to Malawi. I’ll be back at the end of July, 2009. Isn’t that crazy?

Anybody who wants to join me for part of the road trip is welcome–Shannon’s already going to do a lot of it with me, and at least a couple of other people are going to meet me for the Disneyland/Sooper Sekrit Vegas Extravaganza section of the trip, but there is still room in the car for more people at any stage of the trip.

Part of the point of Peace Corps is to exchange cultures, and since all of my friends are independently wealthy, I am expecting all of y’all to come visit me.

During my training (until the end of July), my address will be:

Jessica Holman, PCT
Peace Corps
P.O. Box 208
Lilongwe, Malawi

Air mail takes 3-6 weeks to get to and from Malawi, surface mail up to 6 months. I will have more tips on packages and such later (although I’ve heard that it’s a good idea to put “feminine hygiene” on any packages to discourage tampering.)

I’ll hear about where I’m going after training sometime in July. I will probably have internet access to update my address then, although that’s not guaranteed. My planned forms of communication are writing letters, updating Livejournal, and probably an email list–in that order. However, I am going to have to friends lock (Nessa, do you know where I can get a hold of a pretty friends only banner?) my LJ in order to not worry about breaking the PC blogging rules or accidentally impairing my efficacy if someone I’m going to work with in Malawi reads it. That means that if you’re not on my friends list, and you want to follow everything from LJ, you need to get an account and/or add me as a friend so I know to add you back.

I’m just excited right now, although I can feel some of the ways in which I’m going to be homesick later. I’ve been noticing how unbelievably gorgeous the mountains and the water and the trees are around here, and I know that Malawi will astound me in an entirely different way. I’ve been lax on sending my cats to their proposed new home for a trial run since I’m not really ready to be without them yet. I’ve been taking lots of very hot, very long baths. I have a feeling though that what will actually make me homesick is stuff I haven’t even noticed enough to miss.

, if you’ve got any tips for things to know, or my aspiration statement (damn, that thing is intimidating) please let me know.

The beginning of giving away

Posted By on December 4, 2006

 First off, a question: do any of y’all know somewhere in Seattle where I can pick up those rubbermaid cedar embedded totes? I’ve only found 10-packs online, which is a bit more than what I need.

I’ve gone through my books and edited out what I can stand to part with. Because I edited down a year or so ago, I don’t have as much as I might, but still. .  .

Shannon, I’ve got an old  book on handweaving that I snagged for your mom. Do you think she or Pam would like it, or should I put it up for grabs?

I’m giving y’all first crack. If you want something and you come over to pick it up, you can look through my bookshelves and see if there’s anything else you can talk me out of; there’s a fair number of books that I would give up if the person picking it up would love it/think it rocks as much as I do.

Rand McNally’s Atlas from 1986
Sunset Western Garden Book with lots of bookmarks from my grandma
Reader’s Digest 1001 Hints & Tips for your garden
Llewellyn’s 2000 Herbal Almanac
The Art of Crossing Cultures
How To Trace Your Family Tree (with no online tips)
Worlds Apart: an anthology of gay and lesbian sf and fantasy
Getting Well Again by O. Carl Simonton

A Dictionary of Synonyms and Antonyms–1987(don’t ask me why it’s not called a thesaurus. Maybe they figured people would be scared of a dinosaur bearing words.)
Conversational Italian in 20 lessons–1977
Learning  By Heart: Teachings to Free the Creative Spirit by Corita Kent and Jan Steward

Mathematics and the Unexpected by Ivar Ekeland
the United States of Wal-Mart by John Dicker
United States of America: Rights For All by Amnesty International
The Gospel of Gentility: American Women Missionaries in Turn-of-the-century China by Jane Hunter
Girl, Interrupted, by Susanna Kaysen
The Imaginary Girlfriend: A Memoir by John Irving
Leviathan (an anthology of short stories)
The Mute’s Soliloquy by Pramoedya Ananta Toer
The Bonesetter’s Daughter by Amy Tan
The Dogs of Babel by Carolyn Parkhurst
The No. 1 Ladies’ Detective Agency by Alexander McCall Smith
Animal Dreams by Barbara Kingsolver
The World According to Garp by John Irving
Three Junes by Julia Glass
Here Be Dragons by Sharon Kay Penman

The Iliad by Homer, trans. by Fagles (my fav greek translator which is why it’s ratty)
David Copp
erfield by Charles Dickens
Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte
White Oleander by Janet Fitch
One Thousand White Women by Jim Fergus

Middlemarch by George Eliot (an old school copy that I stole when it hadn’t been checked out for 15 years, so if you have that problem with that, don’t take it)
Sword Maker by Jennifer Roberson
Sword Dancer by Jennifer Roberson
Xenocide by Orson Scott Card

Gridlinked by Neal Asher
The Dream Master by Roger Zelazny
Roads Not Taken: Tales of Alternate History
Memories and Visions:Women’s fantasy and SF
The Scarecrow Movie Guide
Origami In Color
Making Books by Hand by Mary McCarthy & Philip Manna
Wall Quilts by Marsha McCloskey
Keys to Drawing by Bert Dodson

New Vogue Sewing Book–1963
The Essential Asthma Book by Drs. Francois and Sheila Haas
Life after Life by Raymond A Moody, JR., M.D.
The Carbohydrate Addicts Diet by Drs. Rachael and Richard Heller
Drywall by Myron R. Ferguson
Floors and Stairways

How to Fix Damn Near Everything by Franklynn Peterson
Seasonal Quilting by Cheryl Fall
The Other Bible ed. by Willis Barnstone

A paperback Random House dictionary that may or may not have a couple pages missing.
Teach Yourself to Knit the Easy Columbia-Minerva Way (from sometime in the 50s–has a few patterns)
Various trashy romance novels I’m probably not going to admit that I own unless you’ll take them from me.

If you want any of these, let me know.

I need to make plans

Posted By on November 13, 2006

I’m trying to decide if I’m going to stay in California for New Year’s eve or if I’m coming home.

Anybody got any cool plans that can/already would include me if it wasn’t so damn early and why am I trying to plan a month and a half in advance, anyway?

Weekend Update

Posted By on November 13, 2006

Saturday started out as an exercise in driving in bad weather and worse traffic. I was supposed to go to see a matinee of Native Son at the Intiman with my mom and her friends and their kids. There was a Sonics game, a play at the Rep, a gas leak at EMP, and 520 had been shut down for a while. Also, there was Disney on Ice. It took over an hour for me to get from West Seattle to Seattle Center. Needless to say, not knowing any of these confounding factors, I didn’t plan on it taking so long and got there after all the places they normally stuff latecomers were full (since everybody else was late, too), so I exchanged my ticket for a show on Thursday and waited for the play to be over so I could go to a coffeeshop with my mom and “The Girls.” When we left, it was time for me to drive to pearl’s so we could go to the Dixie Chicks concert.

It took me over an hour and a half to get there thanks to the rain (although I-5 seemed to clear up immediately after the 405 exit I got off on and 405 appeared to clear up immediately after the 167 exit I got off on. 167 actually cleared up one whole exit before I got off of it. It must love me.) Luckily, from pearl’s to the Tacoma Dome was relatively pain free.

Thanks to eBay, I got awesome tickets for about the same as the “cheapy” tickets would’ve been. We were up close enough to see everything but far enough away that we didn’t have to crane our heads up. Both Pearl and I noted that Natalie Maines didn’t seem to be into the concert in the beginning–not until they did a song which they wrote after the filmmaker of “Shut Up and Sing” previewed the movie for them (Mirella wanted to know if they were going to take me to that movie, which I hope they do and also I love that she thought of me). The chorus had the words “You can’t keep me down” and Natalie began rocking out to it. I have a couple of theories about this: One is that the quieter, more reflective songs about “the Incident” were in the beginning of the set and if I were Natalie, I’d dread going there every fucking day. The other is that until she sings the first kick ass, I’m glad about “the Incident” song, she doesn’t know if anyone is in the audience with the sole purpose to make her life miserable. But since we practically brought the house down (the bleacher-y things felt less than stable and we were singing along and screaming and stomping and yelling and we could feel the vibrations up through our legs) I think she felt safer. Alhough pearl had a good point in that Natalie didn’t say anything about the election until after 11, probably to make sure they wouldn’t end up on the news. How *hard* it must be to live life like that.

One funny, non political moment was when Natalie dedicated a song to K-Fed because “No one is dedicating any songs to him in his time of need.” The song: White Trash Wedding.

After the concert, pearl and I drove up to the Vogue and made it in time to have an hour of dancing. I thought I should feel out of place since I was in jeans for the Chicks concert. But I guess I’m goth enough to pull off pink flowers and jeans (hee.) The DJ was awesome, although i don’t know who he was. For the first time in a long time, music was played that I didn’t know and I liked–and even the songs I didn’t want to dance to were danceable. I had forgotten how much I love VNV Nation. I went to look for some of their music on my computer and then was reminded that I lost it in the Great Laptop Theft of whenever that was. So, I’ll have to go get more.

We drove back to pearl’s and I spent the night. pearl had given me a 20% coupon which I used to buy Absolute Sandman (which is cheaper on Amazon, but this way I don’t have to wait for it). I’m kind of afraid to breathe on it though–it’s SO pretty. I got the 5th book of the collected Ultimate X-Men and Neil Gaiman’s Fragile Things. I also bought the new(ish) George R.R. Martin. I had been holding out for the paperback to come out and was about to give up and buy the hardcover, but it just came out in paperback, yay! I also got the new Isabel Allende book–I wasn’t going to, but it jumped into my basket while I wasn’t looking. And I picked up the new Imogen Heap CD and while I was looking to see if they had the Paperboys I found Gaelic Storm. Apparently they were the steerage band in Titanic–which was almost enough to make me not buy the CD, but there’s some good reels and jigs and some fun mash ups of more classic Irish songs. There’s only a couple songs that I think are boring, and that’s pretty good for me and an Irish CD.  So what I’m saying is I bought everything that I’ve been thinking about buying but haven’t in the last year. And some of it is even Christmas presents. Not much, but some.

Currently, I have the Chicks, Imogen Heap, Frou Frou, Gaelic Storm, and Snow Patrol randomized on my playlist. If I had VNV Nation on there, I’d be extra happy, but i’m enjoying the combination at the moment. And I just made Fester’s recipe of Pumpkin Soup from scratch and it’s super nummy.

Now, off to jump through more hoops for the PC. I can’t wait until I’m jumping through hoops in an actual other country instead.

It’s a party up in heah!

Posted By on November 8, 2006

There’s some awfully fun blog posts making fun of the repubs who said Kerry’s stupid joke had lost the election for the dems. It makes one think that the repubs gnashing of teeth sounds awfully similar to the dems gnashing of teeth in 2004.

But I’m not going to think about that tonight, because tonight I’m throwing a party in my head. Talent conceded, so McAskill is the new dem senator from Missouri. A dem is ahead in the Montana senate race, with 80% of the vote reported, and democrat Jim Webb goes into the Virginia recount ever so slightly in the lead. If all of these three races go blue, the dems have taken over the House (Welcome to the first female Speaker of the House, Nancy Pelosi) and the senate.

Tomorrow (or perhaps in a couple of days) I will deal with the fact that it is unlikely to change much and that we will have to police the hell out of the dems in order to make them any better than the repubs (For one, if the diebold voting machines don’t get the hell out of dodge and if we don’t start immediately making sure that our elections are at least as free and fair as those of third world nations, I’m going to be pissed).

But tonight, there’s a party in my head.

WOOO-HOOOOOOO!

more questions

Posted By on November 3, 2006

I’m doing charity donations right now. I’ve covered healthcare, international, and political stuff, but I’m looking for environmental stuff and for charities that either encourage science in society or in schools.

Anybody have any ideas of charities like that? Or any other favorite charities? If you do have a favorite charity (besides yourself) let me know what it is and why you like it.

Why do they do this to me?

Posted By on November 2, 2006

I haven’t been to a concert in ages. I think almost a year. So, now I’m going to see the Dixie Chicks with pearl on the 11th, I’m going to the Death Cab concert with Bea on December 9th, and I’m seriously considering Imogen Heap on Dec. 6th, the Deck the Hall Ball on Dec. 7th, and Devotchka on Dec. 10th.

Why, when nothing interests me for months, are there 4 concerts in a week? I know I have to decide between these all because there’s no way I won’t need to sleep for 2 weeks if I try to do them all, but I really can’t decide.

I’m pretty sure I’m going to go the Imogen Heap concert. I think. Unless I’m going to Deck the Hall Ball. Or maybe I can do both as long as I don’t do Devotchka on sunday. Or maybe I can do Devotchka and Imogen Heap if I don’t do Deck the Hall Ball.

The tragedies in my life are astounding.

query

Posted By on November 2, 2006

I’m thinking about going to the deck the hall ball because well, My Chemical Romance and The Shins and Snow Patrol and Pete Yorn=YAY! They’re on presale now, so I’m going to buy soon, before they go on regular sale, but I’m wondering if anyone else was planning on going too? Maybe we could get tickets together?

nifty

Posted By on October 24, 2006

the PI just called to verify that the letter I wrote about the senate debates was really written by me and that I hadn’t had it published anywhere else so they can publish it.

Finally

Posted By on October 23, 2006

I FINALLY have all my Scotland and Ireland pictures up on flickr and also have my stories up there too. If you want to read the stories, look at the photos on detail view because some of the not so pretty pictures are there to illustrate the stories. The Ireland and Scotland sets have a few more pictures than the individual location within Scotland and Ireland sets, but for the most part they were edited out for a reason. The sets are in chronological order.

One of the nights in Dublin, Shannon and Walker wanted a quiet night in and I wanted to dance, so I went to a trad music night at Oliver St. John Gogerty’s. I had an amazing experience, so I’m going to recopy here my journal entry from that night.

Went to a seisiún today. On the way there, I was worried that it would be only for tourists and totally lame. When I got there, the music was finishing up and I bought a beer (a Temple Brau (get it, Temple Bar:Temple Brau) lager, ok, not great) and heard part of an announcement that didn’t make much sense without the rest of it. Piped music came on, but it was pretty fun–Queen, ABBA, Grease, etc., etc. There was a girl on the other side of the bar–she reminded me of a chubbyish Joleen–that kind of joyful energy–dancing with whomever she could drag into dancing. She and another girl dragged me into dancing with them for a song. I couldn’t loosen up enough to dance well with them (Observation: I haven’t been able to dance as well as I used to–I’m stiff and it’s not just my body–and that’s all I’m going to say about that because I want to capture my joy today.)

I was thinking at the time that these were girls doing the “lesbian for boys” thing, but the one girl who reminded me of Joleen was so joyful that I was laughing and enjoying myself anyway. 

Eventually I saw the sign painted above the window that said after 8:30 the seisiún moved up to the 2nd floor, so I got directions to the staircase and went up there.

When I got there, there was a couple dancing. They were probably in their mid-30s (I remember when that was old) and adorable. The band mixed the ballads with the jigs and the occasional reel and encouraged everyone to dance–although most of the time there was no room to do so.  I started to sort of dance in place. There was one Swedish guy in a group who was sort of flirting with me–he was ok but a tiny bit sketchy. I was polite but reminded myself that I don’t need to flirt with someone just because they’re paying attention to me and aren’t completely atrocious. At any rate, he and his friends continued checking me and my dancing out for the rest of the night. I think I may have been flirting with the uilleann pipe player. I *think* he was flirting back, but I chickened out on finding out at the end of the set. I go lots of grins from lots of people while I was dancing, and after the seisiún, an Irish girl tapped my arm to tell me that I danced well.

So, here’s my musings on energy and renewal based on this evening. I know that when I’m happy I glow. I know that my real smile is infectious–even though I’ve never seen it. Tonight I felt high off of channeling all the good energy of the people around me. I could feel myself radiating energy, but it wasn’t coming from me but just all the rest of the energy coming through me. I feel rejuvenated in a way that I haven’t on the rest of this trip.

There was kind of a spiritual/faith in myself renewal in the Highlands–at 472 meters the world looks different. At 360 meters in a corrie, the highland peaks all around me, the world is amazing, as is the fact that i made it up there at all, but it’s more of a break me down, build me back up renewal than something whole/holistic. The feeling at the seisiún is more whole. When a ballad that 50 people in the room can sing along with is played, there is a sense of community that is automatic. You’re belting along off-key and you catch the eye of someone else belting the song off-key and you both grin–a connection is made, even if you’ll never be BFFs or even say hi.

A jig is played and–bare minimum–your toes tap. It continues and you snap your fingers or everybody claps or you start bouncing or pretending you can Irish set dance. The grin starts and you can feel it running through your body like fire. Body, mind, memory, spirit, community–it’s all involved.  A good seisiún with a good audience is like manna to me (I walked back to the hotel in 10 minutes less than usual because I was so high from the music and the experience.) Hillwalking left me rejuvenated in all but body. Most everything else i’ve done has left me rejuvenated in all but community. It was an amazing experience I’m not ready to let go of [here's where my handwriting started to become illegible], even if I am starting to get tired.

More fun in politics

Posted By on October 18, 2006

Tuesday night there was a debate among the candidates for Cantwell’s spot in the U.S. Senate. Or wait, I mean among 3 of the 5 candidates.  That’s right, Aaron Dixon, the Green candidate, and the independent candidate Robin Adair were excluded. What was the reason? Oh, that they didn’t have $1.2 million in their campaign funds.  The other criteria that may be met to be included in the debate can be seen here.  The Libertarian candidate, Guthrie, was able to come up with the money. He did this by mortgaging his house to the hilt and putting up his life savings.  Aaron Dixon was arrested when he tried to come and participate in the debate.

So what does this mean? Well, it means that only people supported by the major, corrupt, political parties and people who have their own personal wealth can participate in the political process. While this has been understood to be a major factor in politics, very rarely has it been codified so blatantly.

Incidentally, Dixon’s campaign has raised twice as much as Guthrie’s has from sources other than the candidates themselves. Guthrie, at least, has enough integrity that he asked that Dixon and Adair also be included in the debate.

Sarah said that the reason why people are so quiet about the Bush regime; the ridiculously power grabbing politics; the certain and almost certain rigging of election results; the death and death and more death; the torture codified into law, allowing a president to define the entire country’s morality; the culture of fear that is perpetuated by those who want us to be worried about nothing more than price of gas and the black guy who is surely just waiting to rape us or steal from us; the civil liberties that are infringed upon in the name of fighting terrorism, the welfare given to corporations and the military machine at the expense of the American people; the leader of the free world playing his racist, religiously-prejudiced, I am god games, is because ultimately that they agree with the way things are.

So I put it to you, my LJ friends: Do you agree with how the State of the Union is being run? If you are, what keeps you happy? If you aren’t, are you loud and proud in your dissent? What do you do to make things better? Do you have ideas for those of us who are frustrated but don’t know what to do?

Flores Forbes today (thanks, Bea!) said that the only way we can change anything is to be organized. We don’t have the option of going back to the techniques of the 60s and 70s (for one thing, COINTELPRO had nothing on the Big Brothering available today). So how do you join your voice with others? Or do you?

edited to not misquote.

In unhappy news today

Posted By on October 17, 2006

Mohamad Munaf is an American, Romanian, and Iraqi citizen who was translating for and traveling with some Romanian journalists in Iraq. They were all kidnapped and held for 2 months. When they were released, the journalists went home and Munaf was detained by American/Iraqi forces. When brought up on trial in Iraqi court, the judge was going to dismiss the case due to lack of evidence. 2 American soldiers came to the court, one of them claiming to be speaking on behalf of the Romanian government (a claim that has not been verified). They spoke to the judge outside of counsel and outside of the presence of the defendent. When the judge came back, he sentenced Munaf to death, a punishment that is hardly ever used in Iraq.

To death.

Munaf has an american attorney trying to bring his case home, to get Munaf due process. But the U.S. government says that they don’t have any authority because they are working in coalition with the Iraqis. Of COURSE they can’t stop an execution, they can only start one. In addition, they refuse to continue to hold Munaf and not release him to the Iraqi government until his case goes through the courts.

If he were another John Walker Lindh, he wouldn’t be executed without trial. But no, he’s brown, and so he must die. As well, I wonder what he knows that he has to die for.

In other depressing news, Bush signed into law the Military Commissions Act, which provides for the president to decide what is torture and also allows for LEGAL resident non-citizens to be detained without access to trial or counsel if they are charged with terrorism. I was all ready to lambaste Cantwell, but even she wasn’t stupid enough to vote for this Act, although many democratic congresspeople and senators did. Look them up here and here and campaign against them if they’re in your area.

flickr?

Posted By on October 4, 2006

So, who uses what to host their photos? Is flickr the winner it seems to be? Is there any damn thing that allows you to do a batch upload?

These are important questions I need answered so y’all can see my photos.